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Some years ago, I was injured fighting on Seheron. A group of qunari rebels took me in, tended to my wounds. They were...admirable, far beyond my limited ability to understand at the time. They taught me things I hadn't realized I was ignorant of. I owed them my life, and far more. Had I been given the chance, I might have stayed with them permanently.
...instead, I killed them all. I slaughtered my saviors on the orders of the man I hate more than any other.
There are many things I will never forgive him for, but that...that is chief among them. And neither will I forgive myself.
Some years ago, I was injured fighting on Seheron. A group of qunari rebels took me in, tended to my wounds. They were...admirable, far beyond my limited ability to understand at the time. They taught me things I hadn't realized I was ignorant of. I owed them my life, and far more. Had I been given the chance, I might have stayed with them permanently.
...instead, I killed them all. I slaughtered my saviors on the orders of the man I hate more than any other.
There are many things I will never forgive him for, but that...that is chief among them. And neither will I forgive myself.
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Date: 2011-07-30 09:27 am (UTC)Does it make you feel any better to hate them? Does it help?
[She's genuinely curious; she leans against the wall and peers at him as she awaits his reply.]
It sounds exhausting.